DEAR MOM
To the woman that loved me before i was born
to the woman that held my heart
long before it had formed
to the woman who was left sleepless from dusk until dawn
with weakness upon weakness for nine months long
telling herself it would all be worth it soon as she rest assured
for when she finally made it through to that hospital ward
it was love at first sight
the second she saw me
i mean she’s the type that would give up her only slippers just to make sure
that my toes were warm
see
she would always favour me despite the fact she always needed it more
she would
wake up early every single morn
to stand freezing in the cold, hanging up the clothes we had worn
standing at the stove for hours
cooking bowls of food, we would swarm
and whenever we weren’t home
her heart would be torn
i mean she can never ever sleep whenever we were gone
she will stay up all night next to the phone although i would never call
so she sends me text messages
Please, I can’t sleep..just let me know that you’re safe and secure
and whenever i was sick
she would always know what was the cure
i mean the love she gave to me was the best medicine that was pure
a prescription of tea honey and handmade lemonade
what more could I ask for
Alhamdulillah
all praise to the Lord
you did it all for me and not once ever asked for a reward
i mean
i still remember the nights when i was small
i could never go to sleep until i would call to you from out the bedroom door
3atini wa bawsini, tuck me in and kiss me please
and you would
always be there for sure
see
the love you gave to me for all these years its impossible to ignore
i love you, Ya Yumaa
(i love you, Mum)
and i’m sorry I’ve never told you all this before
i’m sorry for everything Mum, i’m sorry for it all
i’m sorry for leaving you as soon as you taught me how to crawl
i’m sorry for saying
Uff
every time you would ask me to complete a simple chore
it doesn’t make me less of a man to give you a hand
whenever your arms get sore
i’m sorry again and again for all the promises i fell short
and i’m sorry i can’t give you the life you wish for
the car you dreamt of and the countries you wish to explore
but most of all
i’m sorry for all the pain that i caused
for the nights you didn’t sleep and for all those missed calls
for all the fights we had and for all the broken walls
the dirty room with the messy floors and for the clothes that weren’t packed
back into their draws
and for all the sacrifices you made that i never once ever recalled
like when you became my mother
it meant that you had to move away from yours
i know how much you love her, and miss her and i know it cuts you deep like a sword
but if it was up to me i’d let you see her as much as i can afford so i
promise to make it up to you
and become the son that you’ve always adored
from now on
so forgive me ,forgive me for it all
forgive me for everything i’ve ever done
ever since i was young, stupid and dumb, just looking to have fun
dear Mum
i love you , i love you
i promise to never put anybody else above you nor let anybody come in between
and even if i get married i promise you will always be my Queen
because there’s no words in this world that can let you know how much you really
mean to me
nor is there
anyway in this world that i could ever repay you
so instead i pray every day for you
that Allah has mercy on you
the same way you had mercy on me
and i have one last request for you before you leave
Please
since Allah put Paradise beneath your feet
please ask Allah to let Paradise be the place where we
finally meet
Ameen
to the woman that held my heart
long before it had formed
to the woman who was left sleepless from dusk until dawn
with weakness upon weakness for nine months long
telling herself it would all be worth it soon as she rest assured
for when she finally made it through to that hospital ward
it was love at first sight
the second she saw me
i mean she’s the type that would give up her only slippers just to make sure
that my toes were warm
see
she would always favour me despite the fact she always needed it more
she would
wake up early every single morn
to stand freezing in the cold, hanging up the clothes we had worn
standing at the stove for hours
cooking bowls of food, we would swarm
and whenever we weren’t home
her heart would be torn
i mean she can never ever sleep whenever we were gone
she will stay up all night next to the phone although i would never call
so she sends me text messages
Please, I can’t sleep..just let me know that you’re safe and secure
and whenever i was sick
she would always know what was the cure
i mean the love she gave to me was the best medicine that was pure
a prescription of tea honey and handmade lemonade
what more could I ask for
Alhamdulillah
all praise to the Lord
you did it all for me and not once ever asked for a reward
i mean
i still remember the nights when i was small
i could never go to sleep until i would call to you from out the bedroom door
3atini wa bawsini, tuck me in and kiss me please
and you would
always be there for sure
see
the love you gave to me for all these years its impossible to ignore
i love you, Ya Yumaa
(i love you, Mum)
and i’m sorry I’ve never told you all this before
i’m sorry for everything Mum, i’m sorry for it all
i’m sorry for leaving you as soon as you taught me how to crawl
i’m sorry for saying
Uff
every time you would ask me to complete a simple chore
it doesn’t make me less of a man to give you a hand
whenever your arms get sore
i’m sorry again and again for all the promises i fell short
and i’m sorry i can’t give you the life you wish for
the car you dreamt of and the countries you wish to explore
but most of all
i’m sorry for all the pain that i caused
for the nights you didn’t sleep and for all those missed calls
for all the fights we had and for all the broken walls
the dirty room with the messy floors and for the clothes that weren’t packed
back into their draws
and for all the sacrifices you made that i never once ever recalled
like when you became my mother
it meant that you had to move away from yours
i know how much you love her, and miss her and i know it cuts you deep like a sword
but if it was up to me i’d let you see her as much as i can afford so i
promise to make it up to you
and become the son that you’ve always adored
from now on
so forgive me ,forgive me for it all
forgive me for everything i’ve ever done
ever since i was young, stupid and dumb, just looking to have fun
dear Mum
i love you , i love you
i promise to never put anybody else above you nor let anybody come in between
and even if i get married i promise you will always be my Queen
because there’s no words in this world that can let you know how much you really
mean to me
nor is there
anyway in this world that i could ever repay you
so instead i pray every day for you
that Allah has mercy on you
the same way you had mercy on me
and i have one last request for you before you leave
Please
since Allah put Paradise beneath your feet
please ask Allah to let Paradise be the place where we
finally meet
Ameen
